"What
do you mean,
I have to have a fire truck on site," Sabrina demanded of the
faceless bureaucrat on the phone. "It's not like we're filming
out in the middle of a national forest. We're filming inside a private
home."
She sighed,
tapping a pen on the stack of forms in front of her. She knew the
cycle of permit after permit after permit by heart. That didn't
mean she had to like it. Sometimes, the regulations made sense.
More often, she suspected they were put into place merely to torment
her.
"All
right," she said, giving in to the inevitable. "Off-duty
cops and an off-duty fire truck on site at all times. If we get
that, are we good to go?" At the affirmative answer, she gave
a decisive nod. "Thanks for your help," she said insincerely
and hung up the phone.
At the
burble and whirr of the fax machine in the outer office, Sabrina
glanced out her door at Laeticia's empty desk?Kisha had finally
gone into labor and Laeticia was with her, leaving Sabrina to fend
for herself. Just what she needed. Bad enough she was facing the
prospect of dealing with Stef Costas again; now her office routine
was falling apart. She was a professional, though. She'd deal with
the office and she'd sure as hell deal with Stef. He might have
mowed her over at nineteen; not now.
Frowning
at herself, Sabrina began to update her scheduling software with
a list of shoots. A roving New York sex club, a lap dance tutor,
a hotel for exhibitionists…Home Cinema wouldn't know what
had hit it. A lot of babies would be born nine months after the
premiere, she thought, a broad smile spreading across her face.
Two years
of being a production manager had made Sabrina an expert in problem
solving, but that didn't mean it was pleasant. Laeticia made the
office an oasis of sanity and order; Sabrina felt her absence keenly.
The phone rang and Sabrina snatched it up, only to find a telemarketer
on the other end. A raise, she thought as she hung up, Laeticia
definitely deserved a raise.
Sabrina
made a noise of frustration at the peremptory blatt of sound in
the reception room. The fax machine had gone silent; it didn't take
a genius to put two and two together. With a sigh, Sabrina rose
to take care of it. The signed contract for the documentary was
coming through and the last thing she needed was to run out of paper
in the middle of it.
She pulled
open the doors of the metal cabinet that housed their office supplies.
The only box of paper was unopened, which meant digging out Laeticia's
box cutter. Bumping her head on an upper shelf, she cursed just
as she heard a noise behind her.
"You
ought to be more careful, rushing into things like that. Then again,
that always was your problem."
Sabrina
froze. The words vibrated in the silence of the room, shivered into
the marrow of her bones. Slowly, she straightened up and turned,
pushing the hair out of her eyes.
Stef
Costas leaned against the wall just inside the door to her office.
It snatched the breath from her lungs to see him there. A day-old
beard darkened his jaw, framing his mouth. How she'd loved that
mouth, addictive and enticing, hot and demanding on hers. How she'd
loved him, once upon a time.
Once
upon a time…the beginning of all good fairy tales. Theirs
had been the fairy story of all time, a magical fantasy of true
love.
Only
they hadn't lived happily ever after.
She concentrated
on the memory, searching for composure. "Well, if it isn't
the famous Stef Costas." She gave him a leisurely, intentionally
insolent survey. It had been eight years since she'd seen him, aside
from the nights he haunted her dreams. The years had stripped down
his face to the sharp, tight lines of jaw and cheekbone, the black
slashes of brow above midnight eyes, a sheaf of ebony hair hanging
over his forehead. His was a face that conjured up thoughts of Alexander
the Great, or Jason and the Argonauts. He'd grown leaner, tougher
looking, even more handsome, if that were possible. And, judging
by the lack of a wedding ring, free of entanglements.
Stef
gave her a mocking stare in return with those black, damn-you-to-the-devil
eyes. "And if it isn't the latest Pantolini producer."
"Producer,"
she repeated slowly, savoring the taste on her tongue. "I believe
that makes me your boss, doesn't it?" She saw a quick flash
in his eyes before he banked it back. So he still had a temper,
she mused.
"The
way I understood it, you were short a director. Let’s not
forget I'm here doing you a favor?boss," he said.
He also
still had that annoying sense of superiority. "I don't need
a favor." Her words were brisk, with a note of warning. “What
I need is someone who can bring this documentary in on time, within
budget, and with the look and style I want. As long as we understand
each other, we'll do fine."
His eyes
were direct, with, she swore, a hint of enjoyment. "Yes ma’am.
Just one thing?we work with my director of photography."
"I've
already got a cameraman under contract."
"Pay
him off."
"Perhaps
you didn’t hear what I just said: We’re doing this on
budget. My guy stays."
"No.
Gus tells me you’ve worked with him on docs before, so you
know how these things go. It’s one hundred percent intuitive,
and you better get the shot right the first time, particularly when
it’s live action. We don’t have the time?and I don’t
have the patience?to break in a new cameraman.” He folded
his arms across his chest. “I’ve been working with Kevin
for seven years, he knows how I think. I don't work without him."
She'd
dealt with cocky directors before. What was it about Stef that made
her want to get in his face and match him attitude for attitude?
Maybe it was the calm assurance that he'd get his way, or rather,
that his way was the only way. If anything, that aura of unshakeable
confidence that he'd had in college had deepened, ripened with time.
Unfortunately, it only made his dark looks even more appealing,
she thought, leaning against the edge of Laeticia’s desk.
After
all these years, Stef Costas was still stubborn, infuriating, and
just this side of a prima donna. He was also, in all likelihood,
right about the cameraman. She could hear Gus’s voice now:
“Make the maximum use of your resources. Let the talent do
their jobs.” Stef was undeniably talented. She was damned
if she was going to give in to him completely during their first
disagreement, though. Do what's necessary, sure, but she had another
maxim?begin as you mean to go on.
It was
time to set the tone for how this relationship was going to work.
Unlike
when they had been lovers.
“Wait
here,” Sabrina said, rising. “I’ll have a look
at the budget.”
*
* *
Stef
watched Sabrina cross into her office, his eyes following the arrogant
sway of her hips. She wore tight, low-slung pants of the kind that
half of the women in L.A. seemed to have adopted as a uniform over
the past few years. Watching Sabrina he suddenly understood the
point. Her clingy burgundy top didn’t quite reach her beltline,
just revealing the points of a stag’s horn tattoo that stretched
across her lower back. He remembered that tattoo, remembered when
she'd gotten it, the first in her circle to do so. And he remembered
being in bed with her, tracing its pattern with his tongue.
It seemed
he could never have enough of her in those days. He'd been addicted,
as hooked as any junkie. He remembered how she'd felt against him,
sleek and springy, humming with arousal. No matter what differences
they'd had outside of the bedroom, inside it they'd clicked.
If he
were honest, curiosity as much as desperation had driven him to
agree to Gus's proposal. The memory of Sabrina, her scent, the feel
of her skin, had stubbornly remained in his mind. The years took
their toll on everyone; he figured it would do him good to see that
the bloom had worn off.
Only
now he could see that it hadn't. One look at those deepset sherry
brown eyes, that cap of sable curls, and it was clear the bloom
had only intensified. Like wine distilled into fine cognac, Sabrina's
younger self had deepened into something far more intoxicating.
When she'd been eighteen, she could stop traffic; now, he guessed,
she could stop hearts.
Not his,
though. Not any more.
Stef
slid down into a chair along the wall and watched her stalk to a
filing cabinet and rummage around in a drawer, yanking out a file.
She slapped it down on her desk and sat, leaning forward to read
it. Practicality had probably driven her to set her desk facing
the door, so that she could easily talk to her assistant. It was
just coincidence that he was sitting where it also gave him a direct
view of her. He wondered if she realized just how plunging the neckline
of her top was, revealing the slight cleft of her cleavage.
Outside,
the late summer sun shone from a sky of deadened blue. Inside, the
radio played softly, a man singing plaintively about going crazy
when he looked into his ex-lover's eyes.
*
* *
The figures
on the sheet in front of her didn’t tell Sabrina anything
she didn’t already know. She'd stashed some extra money here
and there to cover the inevitable overruns. If things broke just
right she probably could pay her current cameraman his release fee
and still squeak in on budget. But film projects were like unruly
children, always running off in unanticipated directions. If Stef
Costas wanted his personal cameraman, he was going to have to pay
for it himself.
She was
going to enjoy telling him that.
Sabrina
glanced up and saw him sitting in one of the row of cheap office
chairs next to the outer door, one elbow propped up on the backs,
his legs stretched out and crossed at the ankles. He leaned his
head back and watched her through slitted eyes. What he was thinking
she couldn’t say; she'd never been able to.
Except
perhaps in bed.
She snapped
the folder shut to drive the thought from her mind. There was certainly
going to be none of that here. This project was her best shot at
establishing herself in the business, of being taken seriously as
a filmmaker. And that meant Stef would have to take her seriously
as well. Scooping up the folder, she stood and walked back out to
where he sat.
"Well,
boss?" Stef asked mildly, as if he already knew her response.
Sabrina
stifled the urge to throw the folder. It would only amuse him. "I’ll
let you have your cameraman. But you’ll need to come up with
the kill fee for the one I’ve got."
Stef's
smile faded. “Really? And how do you expect me to do that?”
Now it
was Sabrina’s turn to smile. “Well, there’s your
hefty salary….”
“Non-negotiable,”
he said flatly.
Sabrina
again sat on the edge of Laeticia’s desk, a study in affability.
“I’m open to suggestions.”
"You're
the producer. Isn't that your job?"
Do what's
necessary for the production, she told herself and let out her breath
slowly. "Yes, it's my job, but we're on a shoestring budget
and since you've created a problem by demanding your choice of cameraman,
I'm expecting you to be a professional and help find a solution."
Stef
eyes sparked with annoyance, but he didn't say anything for a moment.
He tapped his fingers restlessly and stared out the window, obviously
in thought. “Do you have a gaffer yet?" he asked, finally.
"No,
I’m still working to find someone."
"Kev's
assistant usually acts as our gaffer, camera assistant, and best
boy, all in one."
"I
hadn't budgeted for a best boy. I didn't figure we'd need to do
dolly work."
"You
did plan to have a gaffer, though, right? You do know that to film
you've got to have someone manage the lights?"
"Yes,
Stef, I know that much."
"Well,
Mike can rig lights and do any dolly work we need, plus be Kev's
camera assistant. The money you save there should be enough to cover
the other cameraman."
Much
as she hated to admit it, he was probably right. She'd been hoping
to make him squirm a little longer. "Fine. Send me the information
and I'll check the numbers. If you’re right, all we have to
do then is start filming and come up with a pilot that sells."
"Doesn't
sound too hard."
"Not
as long as we deliver what Royce Schuyler expects."
"Gus
said it's about sex," Stef said, unperturbed. "How hard
can it be? What's your angle, the sexual revolution revisited? Sexual
empowerment for women? The new chastity?"
Sabrina
moved to Laeticia's chair and permitted herself a small smile. She
was going to enjoy this. "Footage of exhibitionist couples
in the act? A sex toy factory? Men who do origami with their cocks?"
She would have savored watching his jaw drop more if he hadn't looked
so damned gorgeous. "Don't tell me I've shocked you, Stef.
You used to be made of sterner stuff."
"You’ve
got to be kidding me. You can't put that kind of stuff on TV,"
he said positively.
"Who
said anything about TV? Cable," she enunciated as though for
a child, "it's for late night cable. Have you seen what they
run these days? Trust me, this footage will be tame by comparison.
It'll just be more interesting because it's the real thing."
She pulled a list of topics from the folder and handed it to Stef.
"The first shoot is an ex-stripper who has house parties teaching
women to lap dance and take it all off for their husbands."
"No
way."
"Royce
Schuyler was drooling over the idea," she said with relish.
"He
couldn't have been drooling too much or you'd have come away with
a contract."
"Come
on," she snapped. "No one gets a contract for a doc series
sight unseen. He liked the concept, though. Bring the wild side
to middle America. It'll be sexy. It'll be fun."
"No.
Not just no, but hell no." Stef walked up to brace his hands
on the desk and lean in toward her. "You are out of your mind
if you think I'm going to have anything to do with this kind of
project. I’ve got backers who would never return my phone
calls if they knew about it."
Sabrina
leaned back in her chair and reminded herself to keep her cool.
"No problem. Walk out. I'll just tell Gus that you’re
not interested," she said airily. He had to be pretty desperate,
she figured, or he wouldn't be in the same room with her. "Of
course, he might be a little disappointed to find out you're not
going through with your side of the deal."
"It's
not a deal, it's a favor."
Sabrina's
smile widened. "In Hollywood, it's the same thing, Stef. Of
course, I realize that you’ve always been above…commercial
ventures. Cheer up, sugar. It won't sting so much after a while."
She rose and leaned toward him to give him a careless, dismissive
kiss on the forehead.
It was
a mistake.
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